I was walking home Looking at the trees Got the feeling that they Were looking back at me
Thoughts that occurred to me Where not of the usual kind And I don’t take it granted no I don’t call them mine I don’t call them mine ‘Cause in my life things Are built on
Constant surprises Coming my way Some call it coincidence But I like to call it fate
Constant surprises Coming my way Some call it coincidence But I like to call it fate
The higher forces want to connect Last night in my dream I was talking to you You know who you are Were you dreaming too ‘Cause in my life Things are built on Are built on
Constant surprises Coming my way Some call it coincidence But I like to call it fate
Then on my way home I met this guy He was not so shy You know not that kind We spoke then suddenly I could read his mind You think it’s mad But I don’t fool myself You think its odd ‘Cause in my life In my life things are built on They built on They built on
Constant surprises Coming my way Some call it coincidence But I like to call it fate
Constant surprises Coming my way Some call it coincidence But I like to call it fate
When I'm happy I'm happy, when I'm sad I'm sad. Might sound simple to you, but for some you need to hear this.
I really don't care about your opinion. Don't get offended, you know damn well you don't care about mine. I live my life for me, when I want to laugh, I laugh; when I want to engage, I do so. And when I have had enough of you, you, and you, and the entire lot of humanity, I bounce, and go play the Sims.
In the past couple of weeks I have watched people fall in love; I have watched people disappear and make asses of themselves in the process; I have extended a helping hand to a friend. And to be quite honest with you, all that happened, and everything in between, has been both splendid, and emotionally exhausting.
I love you guys (you know who you are), but sometimes you get on my damn nerves. And I'm sure I get on your nerves to..... this is me you're talking too, who rides lifes roller coaster and doesn't wear a seatbelt, or watch her mouth for that matter.
It's all blissfully splendid and I wouldn't change a thing, even if I do want to chokeslam someone once in a blue moon. I am honest, I change my mind about things sometimes, and sometimes I just don't care; and if you say otherwise I can and will tell you to go fuck yourself to your face. Try me.
I am a member of the church of Idon'tgiveafuckedness. And basically what that means, is that I'm the boss of me. I curse, I'm vulgar at times, I love talking about sex, I love talking about love, and I love life. Period. With all of its ups and downs. And if you know me you also know that my love knows no bounds. If I have love for you, you should never take it for granted and you'd be a fool to do so.
I have an effect on people and people have an effect on me, so it's a two way street. It's probably also the reason I withdraw from time to time. Human emotions can be overwhelming when they're coming from more than one person at one time. What's this blog about? This blog is about my thoughts; this blog is about stfu and don't tell me what to do if you aren't going to listen to what I have to say. This blog is about stfu and don't expect anyone to listen to you if you can't see both sides of the story. I do, and right now among my friends and sisters I see life happening, I see love happening, and it's all amazing, awesome powerful and wonderful.
My advice to all of you: See the miracles that are right in front of you. Appreciate them. Be grateful.
I'm going to make this short and sweet... oftentimes a lot of people search externally for what they already have: love, acceptance, affection. The key to finding what you're searching for is realizing you already have it. Everything you want in life is already encoded, meaning internal. If you're searching outside of yourself, for something that's already there, you're going to get frustrated, and you're probably going to end up resenting everyone around you.
Think about it, being selfish can be healthy for you, for the simple fact that if you don't take care of you, no one else is going to do it for you. And if you don't know how to take care of yourself, no one else is going to know either. They will do, what they think is best for you, you putting your well being in their hands, and you will end up resenting them for doing what you should have been doing from the get-go. TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF.
Sometimes being selfish can come off as being bitchy or unkind, but in reality if you're doing what's best for you, not everyone is going to be happy for you, 100% of the time. When you're happy, you can't expect everyone else to be happy, or feel what you feel, so you shouldn't get upset if everyone isn't in alignment with you and your wellbeing. Everyone isn't you. And you aren't everyone, nor can you please everyone, and make everyone happy 100% of the time.
Chances are someone's not going to be happy with what you're doing, and chances are if you're totally focused they won't even be a blip on your radar, so stop worrying about pleasing everyone and follow your bliss. Do your passion, do you, be you, and let everyone else worry about themselves.
Correct me if I'm wrong, but aren't vegetables God's creations as well? You eat those don't you? Well then, aren't you eating God's creations on a regular basis, and living things mind you, whether they be vegetables or animals? Point.
While I might not jump out of your TV any time soon, I am kind of beginning to feel like a Cullen:
NO. I don't twinkle in the sunlight. But I do sleep a lot less. And I'm not tired. As of late and for health reasons I've invested in some products by a company named JBNI, one of those being tao salt, and I can vouch for their effectiveness. I don't get sick, and if and when I do drink, I don't get hangovers. The products are that good. They are not drugs, there are zero side effects, and their products are great for people who don't necessarily want to be doped up on prescription medication for the rest of their lives.
I'm not a doctor, nor am I a scientist (okay maybe on the weekends), but I can tell you the stuff works. Serenadin is the herbal equivalent of xanax, and will knock you out, and quickly, if you desperately want to get some shut eye. Black Garlic? Not only will it give you a nice buzz, but you won't catch a cold or the flu if you have it in your system, AND, if you do start to get sick, this stuff will knock out your symptoms. Noagin: I'm hooked, antioxidant, that also wipes out hangovers.
The tao salt I only recently started taking because I wanted something that would completely clean out my system and give me a thorough detox. Well you know how they say you have more energy and feel invigorated, regenerated after doing a cleanse/detox? Tao salt does all that, and not only does it give you energy, but you'll probably sleep less if you start taking it. Not because of insomnia, but because your body will be able to do, on 4 - 5 hours of sleep, what it would normally need 8-10 hours of sleep, to do, for some people... like myself, who have had issues with just being worn the hell out and feeling tired.
Again, keep in mind all of the above are products I currently use, I've seen good results so far, so for me it was a good investment. One thing very important that I need to note: With the Tao Salt, a little goes a long way, and one bottle can last up to a year depending on how much you take and how often. All you need is a pinch.
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In regards to "The Interview", I really don't know what to say about it. I've already voiced how I felt about what was said to friends and family. It was offensive to me as a woman; it was offensive to me as a black woman, and it showed how little respect, or sensitivity some people have in regards to race and it being a sensitive issue. Not just the racial aspect of it, but how disrespectful that interview was to two of his ex girlfriends.
I wish it were not a sensitive, touchy subject, but it is. I read what Holly Robinson said about the interview, and I agree with her. You apologized for involving her name in the interview, you didn't apologize for what you said about black women. And what you said was hurtful whether it was meant to be or not. And while you might be upset about it, as I'm sure your words were sincere in Nashville, I'm also not accepting that as an apology because it wasn't one, you were merely addressing the issue. Basically what I heard was "I'm sorry for using the N word, but I'm not sorry I insulted black women."
You may not have dated us, but there was no reason for the blatant disrespect, and if you're going to apologize for saying something so offensive, you better have the good sense in that big noggin of yours to apologize to black women. Show some respect... if you have any at all.
To be clear, no, I do not think you're a racist, however I do think you need some sensitivity and diversity training, and yes, you can say whatever you want, at the expense of your reputation, at the expense of peoples feelings, and at the expense of the people of color that are your fans. You don't owe me shit, but keep in mind that I don't owe you shit either. Point blank what you said was the epitomy of arrogant and the truest example of someone being a cunt. Yes, that was entirely cunty of you.
I think you're talented, I don't think you're as smart as you want people to think you are all the time, but if there is anything good left in you, I hope you realize that you will probably never know to what extent your words were offensive and insulting to black women. And again, you don't EVER have to date, or sleep with any of us, but I would appreciate it if you had some tact about you. In what part of your brain, did you think that calling your "organ" a klansmen, wouldn't be offensive or insulting? Yeah sure, you addressed dropping the N word, but not a peep from you on why you felt the need to insult an entire race of females. Which is why, while your words may have been sincere, and yeah you might have been crying on stage, but I'm not buying the apology, because I didn't see one in there.
But hey, what's the loss of one or two fans? Who cares right? Besides, according to a good number of your so called fans, everyone needs to lay off you and get over it. I will put it to you like this: No, not everyone was offended by what you said, but there were quite a few that were, quite a few that were black females, and if you had any clue what it's like to be a black woman in this country (you obviously don't), you'd understand why I'm not accepting your so called, half assed apology. Especially after you said it and then tried to sugar coat it by tossing Holly, Hillary and Kerry Washington in the mix. It's the kind of backhanded, slap-in-the-face insult, that black women have had to deal with for ages.
I hope Kanye has room for you, in his time-out corner.
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